Wth do I do now?

Yep! This here is one of those posts I foresaw me doing. I really don't know what to do. I lack the skills I should have developed long ago. Here is my advice for 22 year olds thinking about living at college for the first time: don't. Seriously though, you would probably have no problem, but I am just a big ole fish out of my tiny pond. Not a good idea to put me in Lake Michigan. Way to big a body of water for me. It would have been easier had I been living alone. It's weird and it doesn't sound healthy, but when I'm alone I want to be alone. That doesn't make sense. It's when you think about going home and to your bed and having alone time and then you can't really because someone else's bed two feet from yours. I wouldn't mind so much if I felt more included, but I don't. I suppose I am one extreme or the other. Either include me and be friends with me or just don't talk to me entirely. I don't think I like the merely coexisting for the time being. It's weird and I don't like it.

So far classes are going okay. We'll see how things progress.

Oh yeah and I need to freaking start using the bus system. Starting to feel trapped.