My sis Joy was doing this collage mosaic thing she found on i believe her friend, Victoria's blog.
The post is: Image-in that!
What I came up with:
Is this blog an act of procrastination or is it helping me to break the cycle?
Don't worry I'm going to be more calm than my last blog. lol. I took a break from Reading the Motorists' Handbook of the Wisconsin Department of Transportation to write here. I had a permit before in Maryland, but I never used it. Never learned how to drive. My parents didn't help me at all. My permit expired. I went to renew it, but failed the test that time and never went back to try again. I think my parents see there error in not helping me to drive back then. At least I know my dad does. I asked him this time when I get my permit if he was really going to help me and teach me to drive. He said that he definitely was. I'm glad for that. I really need to start driving. I kind of see it as my first step in my master plan lol. I don't have a time line because if i made one (which I kinda want to do) it would only lead me to procrastinate.
Even though I said I wouldn't I continue to procrastinate in my college course. Only a couple of weeks left and I have gotten A's on everything I turn in. I do have a 94, which is lower than I would want it to be. I tend to worry if its lower, because it would be greater affected when the final comes around and I have more of a chance at getting a B instead of an A. You would think that's not a big deal. I mean a B is a good great, but I have somehow even through my serious procrastination and I still do not thing anyone could fully comprehend how badly I procrastinate managed to maintain a 4.0. I have gotten an A in every college course i have taken. Except of course from those courses that I had to withdraw from cause we were moving and I couldn't handle it. But I have a 4.0 and I just would like to keep it that way. Not that big of a deal, but still for some reason important to me. I only hope I can make a couple of higher A's on my last couple of assignments and tests. I have a test on Monday and an assignment on Tues. I said that I would do the reading today and take the test tomorrow night, but I only did a page or two of reading. I lost interest fast. The only thing I can say for myself is that I did turn to reading the driving booklet.
Tomorrow the family is going fishing. I won't be fishing. I'll take a book probably and definitely my camera.
I will try to read some more tonight, so that I still could take the test tomorrow or Saturday at the latest. After that I still have two more chapters and an assignment to do by Tues. I just don't want to leave both things to the days that they are due, which I am prone to doing.
I never type in you anymore blog.... But what do you expect from a procrastinator? hmmmm? That's what I thought. Well The only reason I really am typing one now is that my friend from youtube/blogtv/twitter, Kris/Mrbuchanantoyou, posted his blog on twitter so I went and followed and got to thinking about you, my neglected blog. So I am writing now. You can thank Kris.
So Haven't been up to much. Started a new course. Principles of business management or something like that lol. I've already taken small business management but it didnt transfer over for this degree program thing when i switched colleges. ugh. Anyways, I am procrastinating as usual. It gets hard. I don't know why I do it. Oh yeah I guess because even though I wait till the day of to read four chapters and take a test I still get an A. Don't ask me how but I do it. So I have an A but it's a 94 something and I'd like i to be a little higher, because the final counts for the course this time.
The chip collab I wanted to do for youtube completley slipped my mind, but the two people I had for it haven't given me anything for it anyways lol. Jez has been sick, but he still is going to give me something for it. He wants me to nag him so he'll do it, but I'm not a nagger. It's hard for me to ask people to do things in the first place lol. That's why I've only asked two so far. Well I actually only asked one, cause Joy was part of the thought process in the first place and it was a given that she was gonna be in it.
I gotta remember what I wanted to have happen in the first place. I really can't remember well. It's been so long. It's not fresh in my mind anymore. **** OKay looked at my last post and I kinda talk about it in that. Basically The person can do whatever they want they just have to at some point eat a chip(s). I just never figured out if they should talk and I narrate between clips or they not talk and I narrate the entire thing. Jez and Joy have offered to do both (which is great btw) but I feel its too much to ask when asking someone to do it (which I cant seem to bring myself to do anyways lol i know im strange). I don't know... Maybe they should just do whatever, eat a freakin chip, and I'll figure something out. I dont feel like thinking about it anymore. I really do want to do it though.
Vegas doesn't look good. Still don't have a job. I've put in applications, but nada yet. I wanted to go to 789 but prolly def not gonna be able to do it. I need to get in shape. I constantly think about it, but don't do a single thing. Haven't read the driver's manual thing yet, so I am no step closer to getting a license. I am procrastinating terribly in all aspects of my life. I can't even get a freakin chip collab together! ... okay this blog has gotten very bad lol. did not start out this way. lol very sorry...
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