More rambling

Don't worry I'm going to be more calm than my last blog. lol. I took a break from Reading the Motorists' Handbook of the Wisconsin Department of Transportation to write here. I had a permit before in Maryland, but I never used it. Never learned how to drive. My parents didn't help me at all. My permit expired. I went to renew it, but failed the test that time and never went back to try again. I think my parents see there error in not helping me to drive back then. At least I know my dad does. I asked him this time when I get my permit if he was really going to help me and teach me to drive. He said that he definitely was. I'm glad for that. I really need to start driving. I kind of see it as my first step in my master plan lol. I don't have a time line because if i made one (which I kinda want to do) it would only lead me to procrastinate.

Even though I said I wouldn't I continue to procrastinate in my college course. Only a couple of weeks left and I have gotten A's on everything I turn in. I do have a 94, which is lower than I would want it to be. I tend to worry if its lower, because it would be greater affected when the final comes around and I have more of a chance at getting a B instead of an A. You would think that's not a big deal. I mean a B is a good great, but I have somehow even through my serious procrastination and I still do not thing anyone could fully comprehend how badly I procrastinate managed to maintain a 4.0. I have gotten an A in every college course i have taken. Except of course from those courses that I had to withdraw from cause we were moving and I couldn't handle it. But I have a 4.0 and I just would like to keep it that way. Not that big of a deal, but still for some reason important to me. I only hope I can make a couple of higher A's on my last couple of assignments and tests. I have a test on Monday and an assignment on Tues. I said that I would do the reading today and take the test tomorrow night, but I only did a page or two of reading. I lost interest fast. The only thing I can say for myself is that I did turn to reading the driving booklet.

Tomorrow the family is going fishing. I won't be fishing. I'll take a book probably and definitely my camera.

I will try to read some more tonight, so that I still could take the test tomorrow or Saturday at the latest. After that I still have two more chapters and an assignment to do by Tues. I just don't want to leave both things to the days that they are due, which I am prone to doing.