A Life

For the last day or so, I have had this image in my head of what I am supposed to look like. I know that is the way I am supposed to be. It is just very difficult to get to that, but I know I can.

I was also sitting here thinking about the life that I might have, the things that I might do, where I am supposed to be. This isn't even for when I end up settling down or anything. It's just for the near future. I would like to do these things with friends that I have pictured.

By writing this I am procrastinating. I have put myself in a position where I don't have enough time to finish these courses when I need to have them finished. I am usually good with finishing a course within a certain amount of time, but this might be the time that I don't. Granted I have the rest of the year to finish them technically, but I really need to have them done by June. That is when I go to Carthage and meet with an advisor to set up classes. I don't know. I am worried and I am still procrastinating when I have no time really to do so.

We'll see.