Random Facts

I am updating!

First of all what is it with people like me (you know who you are) where they feel the need to blog after they have had a meltdown? What sets me apart is that I actually won't talk about why I had one, the reasons behind it, I just feel the need to write. So, that is what I am doing. I didn't know if you could tell or not.

I am taking procrastination to new heights. If I can sit down and finish these classes when I need them to be done by, it would be a miracle. Seriously. I am getting my sister mad at me with me avoiding doing school work. She has every reason to get pissed at me. I know I am. I have no reason to not be doing it. I just don't and I really have no idea why. I am going to try to turn things around this next week. Wish me luck!

I feel like sharing random facts about myself:

I can be obsessive. I usually get obsessed with something and that's all I have on my brain for days or weeks. I do it with songs, movies, actors, events, etc. I've gotten obsessed with everything from Lady Gaga songs to the Triangle Shirtwaist Company fire.

I really actually do want to sit down and make videos for youtube and 12seconds where I "show face". I'm just not comfortable with myself enough to do it right now. Though even if I were, I would still probably hesitate since I'm so used to the way I do things now.

I don't have many friends. Hardly any really. That's okay though. I wouldn't want a lot. I really don't see how someone had 600 numbers in their phone. That's just ridiculous. I am the type that usually has like four or five friends they are really close with. Of course right now I'm running under quota. I think I'll be fine as long I keep my two friends I talk to online everyday (you two are stuck with me now!). I think I just need one or two that actually live in the same place that I can actually hang out with.

I have no idea what I want to be when I grow up (even though I already am). Oh I have a million ideas, but I'm indecisive about that. I decided to go to school for a business degree even though artsy stuff or like a trade interests me more. I figure it'll get me some sort of job. Probably not one of my better decisions I am thinking, but we shall see.

I wonder why I am always the person that is forgotten about. I guess I'm not very memorable. It doesn't really bother me too much anymore. I am just really curious. It has always been that way. I mean it can actually come in handy. Think about it.

I don't date. It's another thing I don't do cause I need to be comfortable with myself first, but even then I probably still wouldn't do it. Just seems to be a lot of fuss for a lot of trouble. I'll just hang out in the sidelines and continue to watch the carnage. Thank you!

I would love it if I had a cool nickname. My name just usually get shortened down and used as a nickname. Confession: In high school on those silly get to know me forms for the teacher, where it said nick names, I actually used to put things like Red and ... actually that's the only one I can remember seeing as they were never used. Now Rani is kind of like my nickname which is okay I guess... though it's kind of like a shortened down version of my name if you think about it.

This is getting slightly ridiculous, so I will end it on one more fact:

I have a lot of love to give even though I don't show it, so I am giving some free love out to whoever reads this

♥

There ya go!

(It's gotta be small so everyone gets some : )

-rani