Well Now

Of course I haven't written a blog in a long time. The last one doesn't really count. Not that I haven't thought of writing one or how long it has been. Of course I have, but then what else would anyone expect of a procrastinator such as I.

School work goes long untouched. Why can I not be as I wish to be? I know I need to do it and I want to do it, yet I cannot for the life of bring my self to do it and it is only school work! Imagine if it were something else more important. Not that it isn't important. I know that it is and that even though it is one class the cost is not easy for my parents. I know this and still I put off what is not hard to do. I know that I could very easily do this work. I tell myself everyday that I shall sit down and do the work. Just get it over with and I never do. The weeks pass by and the time to do it all grows shorter. Oh why do I do this?! I disappoint myself.

I would not want anyone to feel sorry for me. I do not deserve it.